Crime_Of_Passion

hes_a_sexy_elf @ 2009-09-09T17:35:00

2009-09-09T07:36:17Z

Oh Nom Nom?.....Hmmmm

Hmmmm.....

2009-09-06T20:24:36Z

So many things are left unsaid.

The words we want to say are lingering on our lips,

in a kinda muddled up mess

so just kiss me,

and everything will be said

4:57 am

2009-09-03T18:58:31Z

Can i just say this. Iam shit scared. Iam Happy. Oh God......

hes_a_sexy_elf @ 2009-08-30T23:40:00

2009-08-30T13:40:49Z

someone kill me...really do it now.

Nom Nom- The song that is my life

2009-08-30T11:03:39Z

i have suprised myself..i cant believe i did it

In every heart there is a room
A sanctuary safe and strong
To heal the wounds from lovers past (yeah)
Until a new one comes along

I spoke to you in cautious tones
You answered me with no pretense
And still I feel I said too much
My silence is my self defense

And every time I've held a rose
It seems I only felt the thorns
And so it goes, and so it goes
And so will you soon I suppose

But if my silence made you leave
Then that would be my worst mistake
So I will share this room with you
And you can have this heart to break

And this is why my eyes are closed
It's just as well for all I've seen
And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows

So I would choose to be with you
That's if the choice were mine to make
But you can make decisions too
And you can have this heart to break

And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows

hes_a_sexy_elf @ 2009-08-30T19:00:00

2009-08-30T09:02:47Z

Drink

hes_a_sexy_elf @ 2009-08-30T18:58:00

2009-08-30T09:00:09Z

Please shoot me now. ahh major fail Nat. :(

hes_a_sexy_elf @ 2009-08-21T20:38:00

2009-08-21T10:40:12Z

HA ha i forgot about LJ..... maybe im too obsessed with fackbook and thats the reason why i forgot about it..hmmm

hes_a_sexy_elf @ 2009-01-10T20:12:00

2009-01-10T10:13:37Z

I love this song.

hes_a_sexy_elf @ 2008-10-31T18:59:00

2008-10-31T09:01:02Z

I HATE YOU. JUST DIE ALREADY.

hes_a_sexy_elf @ 2008-10-01T22:20:00

2008-10-01T12:20:49Z

hes_a_sexy_elf @ 2008-09-24T19:49:00

2008-09-24T09:50:28Z

A possum just ran into our crim lecture…a real possum…ok

OMG WATCH

2008-09-21T01:34:46Z

hes_a_sexy_elf @ 2008-09-21T06:47:00

2008-09-20T20:48:12Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATIE PIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hes_a_sexy_elf @ 2008-09-16T21:47:00

2008-09-16T11:47:41Z

"Double Shit"

Random...the past will not let go

2008-09-10T10:31:16Z

So have this doll that speaks….its makes all this fucking annoying noises …I want to throw it!!!

In other news these lyrics are sooo true of my life that its scary….

Take a look at my body
Look at my hands
There's so much here
That I don't understand

Your face saving promises
Whispered like prayers
I don't need them
I don't need them

I've been treated so wrong
I've been treated so long
As if I'm becoming untouchable

Contempt loves the silence
It thrives in the dark
With fine winding tendrils
That strangle the heart

They say that promises
Sweeten the blow
But I don't need them
No, I don't need them

I've been treated so wrong
I've been treated so long
As if I'm becoming untouchable

I'm a slow dying flower
Frost killing hour
The sweet turning sour
And untouchable

O, I need
The darkness
The sweetness
The sadness
The weakness
I need this

I need
A lullaby
A kiss goodnight
Angel sweet
Love of my life
O, I need this

You better shut your mouth
Hold your breath
Kiss me now you'll catch my death
O, I mean it

Just thinking

2008-08-28T07:32:07Z

Kate...in regards to your party... You should make it a 'come dressed as your favorite psychological disorder' theme! Here are some ideas as to what ppl could come as having;

Borderline Personality Disorder, Histrionic Personality Disorder, Sexual and Gender Identity Disorders (Fetishism, exhibitionism),Somataform Disorders,Substance-Related Disorders.

hes_a_sexy_elf @ 2008-08-21T20:14:00

2008-08-21T10:15:03Z

Rushing and racing
and running in circles
Moving so fast, I'm forgetting my purpose
Blur of the traffic is sending me spinning
Getting nowhere

My head and my heart are colliding, chaotic
Pace of the world
I just wish I could stop it
Try to appear like I've got it together
falling apart

Save me
Somebody take my hand, and lead me
Slow me down
Don't let love pass me by
Just show me how
'Cause I'm ready to fall
Slow me down
Don't let me live a lie
Before my life flys by
I need you to slow me down

Sometimes I fear that I might dissapear
In the blur of fast forward I faulter again
Forgetting to breathe, I need to sleep
getting nowhere

All that I've missed I see in the reflection
Passed me while I wasn't paying attention
Tired of rushing, racing and running
falling apart

Tell me
Oh won't you take my hand and lead me
Slow me down
Don't let love pass me by
Just show me how
'Cause I'm ready to fall
Slow me down
Don't let me live a lie
Before my life flys by
I need you to slow me down

Just show me
slow me down,slow me down

The noise of the world is getting me caught up
Chasing the clock and I wish I could stop it
Just need to breathe, somebody please
Slow me down

Just a thought

2008-05-16T01:09:35Z

It’s soooo weird, the more I eat, the more weight I lose than when I be ‘healthy’. Just a random thought!

hes_a_sexy_elf @ 2006-12-03T20:50:00

2006-12-03T10:50:23Z

I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore

A fragile FRAME aged
WITH misery
And when our EYES meet
I know you'll see

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut

I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I find it when
I am cut
Pain
I am not alone

watch this

2006-11-05T02:45:48Z

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D2VnuGMexFU

hes_a_sexy_elf @ 2006-10-31T10:31:00

2006-10-31T00:34:29Z

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

hes_a_sexy_elf @ 2006-10-29T20:30:00

2006-10-29T10:32:32Z

What the hell is with multistrand...

maybe its to teach us how to BS....

hes_a_sexy_elf @ 2006-10-28T03:26:00

2006-10-28T03:27:34Z

Im not here to bitch or sound depressed, simply I just want to know;
(Note this isn’t addressed to one person in particular)

Why you think it would be funny if nobody came to my party?
Why you give me cold glares?
Why you snub me?
Why you feel it necessary to exclude me?
Why you can’t just grow up?
Why there has to be a drama all the time?
Why I can’t be happy?
Why won’t you be friends with me any longer?

I know this will most likely serve no purpose and only add to your growing lists of reasons why to hate me. Nether-the-less, I just had to say something….Truthfully, I never wanted things to be like this and I don’t hate you for it, it just makes me a little sad considering school is almost through. This should be a really fun time for us all….

hes_a_sexy_elf @ 2006-10-06T10:17:00

2006-10-06T10:20:03Z

Hide and Seek

where are we?
what the hell is going on?
the dust has only just begun to fall
crop circles in the carpet
sinking, feeling

spin me 'round again
and rub my eyes,
this can't be happening
when busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads heavy

hide and seek
trains and sewing machines
all those years
they were here first

oily marks appear on walls
where pleasure moments hung before the take over,
the sweeping insensitivity of this still life

ooom what d'ya say,
emmm that you only meant well?
well of course you did
ooom what d'ya say,
emmm that's all for the best?
of course it is
emmm what d'ya say?
hmmm that it's just what we need
you decided this
mmmm what d'ya say?
hmmm what did she say?

ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
midsweet talk, newspaper word cut outs
speak no feeling
no, i don't believe you
you don't care a bit,
you don't care a bit

speak no feeling
no, I don't believe you
you don't care a bit,
you don't care a bit

oh no, you don't care a bit
oh no, you don't care a bit

oh no, you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit
you don't care a bit